Kain's Domain

It's very strange. Before I started working this job, I had all my time to myself. Sure, I did my freelance work, but that was basically whenever I was up to doing it. Didn't want to do it today? Okay, fine, I'll do it tomorrow or the day after that. Other than that, I could do anything I wanted anytime, and I still always felt like I never had enough time to do anything.

Now, I have a "real" job, even less time to myself, and what happened on the weekends? I'm freakin' bored out of my skull. I either sit here surfing the web at the same ol' sites I was already at, or I lie here playing a game which I could be playing on break at work (Canvas Curse.) And it's not that there's anything wrong with the game, it's very good actually, and God knows I have some other 80+ games I haven't even touched yet that are waiting for me.

I'm actually waiting for the weekend to be over to go back to work so I'll have something to do. How sad is that? It's scary... I do not want to end up like Marvin, who goes in at 9:00 in the morning and then stays until 8:00 at night. *Sighs*

So suffice it to say, nothing has happened today except for surfing the web, burning a CD, and playing Canvas Curse. I received my Socom 3 beta finally, but haven't really been up for trying it out.

A little birdy told me that my ex-girlfriend says she is doing "excellent". I'm happy for her. It's nice to know her life seems to be coming together,...now that I'm no longer in it...

You know, I have to wonder about things sometimes... Practically every female friend I ever talk to, once they learn my feelings about love and coupling, they usually say things akin to "Any girl would love to have a guy like you", and "You're going to make some girl really happy some day", or "Whoever ends up with you is going to be a lucky girl." I find it both amusing and depressing. It would seem every girl wants a guy like me, but apparently none of them actually want me. It's a mad world.