Kain's Domain

No long rant today, I'm all tuckered-out. Yesterday, I spent most of the day at my aunt's house, for my uncle's parents' 65th anniversary party, and didn't get home until late. Now today, I slept really late, played Canvas Curse for a while, and watched some DVDs. The whole weekend is practically over now.

I had an unusual dream last night, but I've totally forgotten all about it. O_O! Which reminds me, I never got to write about the dream I had about my ex-girlfriend a couple nights ago. It was bound to happen eventually, as I still have dreams about my first ex-girlfriend, Heather, on occasion, so having dreams about my last one was only a matter of time.

With Heather, it's always the same type of deal. I find myself back in school for whatever reason (often it's something silly; for example, they'd discover I didn't have enough credits to graduate, so they'd send me back. Except, my friends from school would be there too as well, but obviously, being a dream, it's not really supposed to be logical.) Anyways, I'd be in a school, and from out of nowhere, Heather would also be there. She's start off nice and friendly, talking to and joking around with me, etc. and I'd talk to her and we'd act like we were a couple again. And then from out of nowhere, just like what happened in real life, she'd suddenly change on me, treat me like I didn't matter and I was her worst enemy.

So with my latest ex-girlfriend, the dream begins fine. I'm at home, working on the computer, and she'd suddenly message me and we'd start talking. We'd be joking around, having fun, she'd flirt with me, and then when I think everything is okay and I start to flirt back, she suddenly begin yelling at me and tell me how horrible of a person I am. Except, of course, the environment has morphed now, so we're no longer instant messaging each other from different houses, but we're physically close-by. In different rooms, but still within eye-sight of each other. We'd be watching each other from across the rooms, but I'd be typing, trying to talk things out, and she'd have this look on her face like as if she was anger incarnate.

I don't know, I guess this is just what happens with lack of closure, the mind never really lets go of the pain and betrayal...

I need sleep. 'Night all.